Susu's magic trunk

To Venus and back.

I've been in school since August 29th. And now it's October. The summer has gone, though it hooked on October for some reason. More excact, the greenhouse effect. But that's irrelevant, what's more relevant, is that Winter's here. Soon. I wonder if my bike will manage? Anyway, this whole University life that I've just begun feels strange. I feel like an outcast. In high school, I was such a know-it-all, but when I entered the University lawn in August 29th, I was thinking: "Shit, what on Earth am I doing here??", but I haven't dropped out yet, and I'm not going to either. Overall, I kinda like it. Actually, I love school, though I do feel anxious from time to time. I feel inferior, a lot. But it's ok, I'm there to learn, and I'm only 19 so I don't have that much of experience, so it's ok. So I can blame my stupidity on the lack of experiences.

I think, we learn all the time. Life is all about learning, is it something other than that? Seriously, you can never get fully learned about a specific topic. There's always something to find, only if you just keep digging... The funny thing is your life get's ripped away when you get enlightened. Dude, life's shitty.

posted by Susu @ Sunday, October 08, 2006