Susu's magic trunk

Sitting, wishing, waiting.

How many people read this crap anyway?


I'm sitting here, waiting for my husband-to-be to go online. Is he home yet? I just want to talk to him before I go to sleep. Is that too much to ask? I miss him a lot. It sucks that he has to live in the very same town I live in, though it takes about half an hour for him to come to my apartment or vise versa. Yes, it sucks a bit. I just wish he lived closer, so I could run over with home made cookies or something. But I can't do that now... Actually, he's the one who's doing all the baking and the cooking for me since I've got this case of apathy... Apathy releases the bad sides of us. Uhm. I think so. I mean, apathy leads to a lot of things, not very good ones, but are good too, in a way. You become lazy, careless, unmotivated; everything that starts with an un-. After this apathy ride, you build a new wall of hopes and anticipation, and you get motivated to do stuff again. Isn't it? It's like taking a break, because being all hopefull is a bit exhausting. I think. What? Wasn't I talking about my husband-to-be? Oh, yeah, I did. See how I just switched from one subject to another. Amazing. No, he's still not online. Why am I waiting anyway? GO BACK TO STUDY OR WRITE THE GODDAMN BOOK! Oh, wait, he's here now! Cool.

Oh, stars, take to the sky!

posted by Susu @ Tuesday, November 14, 2006